have you ever experienced a sudden wave of unexplainable despair, like suddenly the sky doesn't quite seem so blue anymore, or that its blueness is only to mock you? out of nowhere, the climate changes, your head feels physically heavier and everything seems to be a farce, nothing is right or worthwhile. like someone came up to you from behind and stabbed you with a syringe full of anti-prozac.

i know females have the excuse known as pms, but this is so bad it's ridiculous. i want a permanent cure; chocolate and baileys can only last so long.


btw i've deleted the link to mr mafioso's pic, just in case.. congrats to the ones who managed to catch his photo. and just to set things straight (pun intended), he's not a gay murderer. i think.