apparently you don't need to join sdu nowadays, you just need to get your face into veen's msn pic and voila! all the willing victims you could ever dream of. hehe well that seems to be the case for me now.. gloating while i still can. apparently now 3 (three! ooh!! maybe they're all blind though. or have some sick vow to make themselves as miserable as poss.) of her friends have asked abt me. aforementioned benson's one of them. but he's attached to some hk girl who's well, in hk or sth. but no, i won't do that, even if the other party wants to. i believe there're enough people, or at the very least, scottish terriers to go around, so couples should be left alone. number 2 is some tall guy called mitchell. although the name factor sounds cute (mitch and mitch.. heh) i don't know.. no. 3's a china guy who introduced himself by messaging friendster, asking if i need help in math. Erm. plus the fact that me no speakee chinese.. we gonna do sign language?

don't get me wrong. i'm flattered, i am. maybe they're all truly nice and wonderful. maybe my next blog entry will be about how one of them is really nice. but right now i don't feel like doing anything, just want to stay where i am till d-day comes crashing down on me and i regret not doing anything. suicidal, yes. dumb, yes. we know not what we do. why on earth are we so drawn to personal ties? why do they stick in the mind and refuse to leave? you don't see lovelorn sheep bleating pitifully about the ewe who stole their heart.

alrighty i notice i'm getting all boring now. just one last thought for the day, for everyone:
it's not about finding the perfect person, it's finding the person who thinks you're perfect.

cheers.