exams are finally over! *phew* can't believe a whole sem has just whizzed past.. sorry to hv mia-ed for a month (it's been a month?) need to find a job soon, before i (a) die of boredom (was bored by the 2nd day of hols! what's wrong with me?!), or (b) am perm. recruited as my sis's tutor.. the english, math and science i can handle, but the chinese.. man.. it's like, she reads, pauses, looks at me hopefully and i shrug my shoulders. it's that bad, and yes i apologize to the chinese community in gen for letting them down as far as roots are concerned, etc etc.. a potato by any other name..
you've probably noticed by now that good ol' sam is making full use of the tagboard.. but seriously, his site is hilarious, no harm checking it out yep
and now for the token pondering paragraph:
always want what you cannot have. it's not a motto i meant to live by but well, stuff happens. i call it the romeo and juliet syndrome, think i'll be able to patent it someday? it's one of the 3 theories i've been seen proven countless times; the other 2 are that ugly babies turn out gorgeous and vice versa, and that really pretty girls hv that slight moustache.. but back to the 1st theory. why is it that we're always yearning for something that's out of reach? is it some inbuilt mechanism that's supposed to spur us to greater heights etc etc? but what happens when a mutation occurs somewhere along the line, that makes you desolate and lose hope instead? it just seems so far, and you simply can't summon up the energy to continue running, much less attempt to sprint. sigh. it's a vicious cycle, it is.. you feel down about your life, then you read the papers, and then you feel disgusted of yourself for being down about your petty problems when we're stuck in this place that's too large to comprehend.. and it just goes round and round..
alrighty maybe other people hv pms while i suffer from pm-philosophy. at least i won't snap at you irritably =)