i'm back! no i will not die as a one-blog wonder.. mwahahaa.. but anyway.
have u ever wondered why everyone's always wandering around with a glum/grim/expressionless face? i have.. i know i'm extremely guilty of that, and i'm terribly sorry.. it's just that it's so much easier to follow the crowd instead of parading a cheery grin when you're unexplainably happy, no? funny how society condones, even encourages, apparent melancholy, or something like that. look at the proliferation and popularity of glum songs (radiohead, coldplay's "trouble" etc) and the sullen faces of models, which somehow make them all the more mysterious and beautiful. i don't know why.. do we innately equate sadness with sanity and normality? maybe it's an acceptable fate of participants in this thing we call life.. man i'm beginning to sound like some wannabe philosopher trying to squeeze in my two rupees' worth.. oh wait that IS me.. darn..

i could go on and on, and maybe i will.. next time. wondering what on earth set off this entry? well.. i was on the train the other day, and i saw this malay lady with such gorgeous eyes.. wanted so much to tell her so, but she kept glaring at me as though i was plotting to kidnap her kid.. if only i had the courage to do such spontaneous things to make others temporarily happy.. maybe one day i will.