friday! heh feeling hyper again.. man it does seem like i'm displaying slight manic-depressive behaviour =P but it's all fine, it's just that these days i've been finding a reason to enjoy my time here *grin*, whilst being bogged down by impending academic doom. all i can say at this point is that endorphins can work wonders.. think they've been the only thing that's kept me afloat all this week. oh also just discovered that my wing-mate knows better than ezra too =) so this week's been filled with lovely songs to keep me happy.. speaking of happiness, here's a little something to end this entry: if you're truly happy, it can only mean one of two things- you're either delusional, or you're on drugs. well i guess this delusion's giving me a drug OD then. cheers!

it's been a stressful 5 days since i last blogged.. time seems to have dragged by excrutiatingly slowly as i pored over lab reports, or else sped past annoyingly quickly as deadlines for said reports draw near. i guess this's what prolonged paranoia does: been feeling like a caged, jumpy mouse, ignoring grammatical, spelling and typing errors (which i used to be fussy abt) and generally rather ill with anxiety. luckily still have good friends who cheer me up with words of encouragement or by (happily) distracting me from this dreary toil. love y'all! =)

it's amazing, the effect a single person can have on another's life. my friend's currently undergoing a terribly sticky situation in her rship.. and it's only been a few months! i mean, we're all just bags of dust and stuff, yet everything can get so amazingly complex.. of course here i'm talking about the oft-exploited facet of life called emotions. see, even the word itself conjures up an image that induces loathing/pity/starry-eyed joy etc, depending on your situation right at this moment. what would life be w/o it? a whole lot simpler, for starters. you'd never have to worry about (a) offending anyone, (b) doing the inappropriate thing or (c) making mountains out of molehills, cos no one, not even you yourself, would care about the consequences. alrighty maybe i'm not making any sense here; i can barely link the above thoughts coherently, not with the 10 bil thoughts zooming all over what little grey matter i own. all i wanted to say is that every single person has the ability to make or break another's day, so don't you go around waving that weapon carelessly.. i hope i don't either.

=] this year's vday didn't turn out that bad after all.. actually it's the best one i've had since i started celebrating vday in j1. sec sch was an uneventful, forgettable time for me so don't ask =P got a rose for being a hall subcommer, and another from the ny class guys who sneaked off b4 dinner to get them for us, a great dinner treat, and i finally found out how meatloaf and beer taste like (no not together lah). finally watched love actually too. oh and though we couldn't get tix for the MAA (the crowds there were so young and enthu! how to compete?!), won a couple of stuff and managed to get a v light suntan in the meantime. it's been a slightly surreal weekend.. oh well nothing like a couple of maddeningly confusing and due-all-too-soon lab reports to bring me back to earth.

housten to earth, reporting emergency crash landing. warning: craft may not survive impact, over.

btw, realised that my blog's degrading into a diary of sorts. gone (for now) are the thoughts and philosophical questions. could be a good sign though, since i only think abt such topics when i'm bored/down. hm.

aagh just came back from lab session.. what was supposed to be a 3h class suddenly became a 4.5h monster filled with toxic mutagens, anxious awaiting of far-from-perfect results and a general sense of impending doom. feel drained. oh did i mention i scraped my dad's car exhaust pipe on saturday? some mishap while parking.. now whenever the car moves u hear this awful, awful rattling of the poor innocent thing. my dad does the same thing quite often too, he reassures, but there's nothing like your 1st mishap to drain the blood from your head and face and make you feel like wilting far far away. when it rains, it pours. vday's coming, anyone notice tt it rhymes with d-day? no? must be just me then. to everyone out there, happy valentine's day to you, whether you're attached or single. oh and to my [4 spinsters and a bachelor] club, hope we can have a great time on sat at indoor stadium yep =)
has anyone heard the strokes' song "the modern age"? no idea wat he's singing abt, but the guitars are really cheer-inducing. ditto for blur's song number 2. feel like treating meself to a cd i've been wanting for years.. hm =P till next time..

been 2 weeks since i last blogged. haven't had anything tt i strongly wanted to rant against (or for). what can i say? sometimes all you want to do is rage against the world and all its injustice, sometimes you're deliriously happy for no reason at all and somedays you're just a leaf in the wind, taking everything as it is.
have suddenly developed a splitting headache. maybe it's the hall banner painting going on outside my room, coupled with my usual jumble of thoughts.. ow.. kk off to bed now, sweet dreams people..